I came across my boiling point... wanting to get out of the world I'm into now... My heart shouts aloud!!! I want my life back!!! how can I turn back the hands of time? 9 years back? Can I? What if I laid back and made myself into thinking before I moved ahead... 9 years back? Where should I be? Am I going somewhere else aside from the place I'm into now?
Life, I did not take it lightly... If I had... I may not be in pain and worries... If I only listened, I could have done other options and made some good moves... and be on top of the situations, now. But I can never step back, I can only revert and alter but overall, it will not make any big difference. It will still be the same, painful and dark future...
One step forward, will make sudden move but not a great one... but better than being stucked. I can no longer win back my past, but I can make a difference for myself, maybe not now, but let's see tomorrow.